Laughter erupts from the depths of my soul. Like a dormant volcano coming to life. It is unexpected and deep. There is a long, awkward pause on the other end of the phone. The nurse repeats her message but tries different words. Now I am gasping for air. This is a joyous, uncontainable laughter from very deep inside my soul. The velocity and uncontainableness surprises even me. It is spilling out all over the airwaves, like lava, it bubbles and spreads.